helenzaid

In life you meet people that put out the fire in you and you meet the ones that just make the fire burn you within, You just gotta be careful on who you should keep afterwards🐝⬅️🐜
BY- Helen zaid

I actually want to talk to you everytime , i want to see you every second , i want your attention Every minute of your day , i want our love to be the most envied , even by us
I want us to be on top of world soaring high than ever and having eachother’s back tighter than our bones attached within.
BUT HONEY , that’s just a temporary desire Not a NEED.
And i need a kind of love that i need badly than anything in life that will keep me sane. I dont need a love that makes me crazy
I need a love that keeps me sane enough to keep it longer and safer with me.
I need a love that makes me realize that was the missing part in my life and The lonely part of my misery.
BUT YOUR’S IS NOT And I NEED AN APOLOGY.⛓
BY- Helen Zaid

Okay hey lets get to this
To the part where i should pay attention to me, To the part where i should wash all this anxiety of my shoulders and begin to get comfortable in my own mind.
And well get to the part where i should accept everything as it is.
I should get in the crowd , breath the air in and accept the crowd that i always have been in and will always be in.
Let me get to the phase where i should fix the table for one , bring my glass , pour the wine in .
And exhale the only presence around me and realize its only me.
Let me get to the point that i will focus on being the better me and go through this damned phase of life as i smile in diguise to hide the pain far-away from me.✍
BY- Helen Zaid

Sometimes you just go through times where you would just wanna get lost, avoiding everyone, disappointing yourself, making a fool out of yourself, deal with people that are not even on your level and you dont even really have to mind them
You just realize all the fucked up scenarios in your life all at once and you just get on the verge of exploding.
In any way you try to numb yourself from the feeling, it wont really work
Drowned in your sweats, stuck at the moment with all of it and just being suffocated until it all goes away, and so it hurts , it really hurts.
By- Helen zaid